While everybody at my house is sleeping, i am sitting in front of my computer, listening to Lana Del Rey and typing this.
Few hours ago i finished another drawing and i started thinking about, maybe, start sharing some stories.
As I said… i love every type of art and since 1997, I am a writer, I still haven’t published anything, but during these years, I have been writing everyday, many stories that were more a way to relieve the stress that I have and also help me mentally…. like a escape to some situations.
I am a daydreamer, I catch myself, many times, staring at nowhere, filling myself with some inspirations to go back home and start writing them down, so beside the drawings that I share, i started thinking about sharing some samples of what I like writing.
Many of these stories that I like writing involve idols of mine… just like when I saw once Fred Durst doing. On some show on MTV, i don’t remember which, I saw him sitting, with a poster of Angelina Jolie near him, while he was working on some song…. that’s basically how my writings work.
I take the idols that I have, those i really like and inspire and turn them into characters for my stories.
I mostly try to write romances… but they always, really…always, become some type of horror, suspense story. There’s always this twist turn on my stories that even frustrates me sometimes.
I will eventually publish one or 3 books… i have the stories all finished, just have to work on some details, but in the moment I have kept them all for myself, they are my therapy and I love to read them every night before sleep.
digital art, painting, drawings and now some of my writings… Writing 3 stories at the same time, one for every mood of mine. But basically, in the moment, I am working more on this story that’s inspired on Beowulf’s era or something… with kings and castles, using some idols of mine as main characters.
i want to write romances… but I get blocked when I start them and don’t know what to do, how to inspire myself to start a romance story and stick to it until the end, without something bizarre taking place in the story.
I feel that what I have to do is simply go with the flow… I don’t think a writer fully have control over this, different inspirations come and you can simply get rid of them. Maybe I would be a mystery author or something, what’s not bad… romance develops in many scenarios and great books that carry a strong love between the characters are surrounded by things like this… violence, horror, suspense…
I am just blabbing in the moment… probably tomorrow I will check this writing and be like “What the heck?”… but I want to write, write and write and open my mind and share my thoughts, not only my drawings, so this may eventually happen, I just need to check which samples I will like to upload first.
the theme of my blog will not change to mostly writings, it will continue being about my drawings, and soon also paintings, but eventually samples of my stories and etc.